OUR LAST GOODBYE PART 8

The only way to allow Lucifer into your soul is by will, you must be willing to allow his behaviours to be accepted by your words. It's a power used within your mind even if you think or know it's wrong in your heart. He will use your strongest weakness against you to condone his agenda of small amounts of torture on your life He will play over and over on your weakness to strengthen his grip.

The next day I went in and found out I was working in an office adjacent to Damians that had a mirror that would slide open so you could see into his office and he into mine.I was so excited when I was moved there and the first time and everytime after that he would slide open that window to hand me something, I would gaze into his eyes and listen to his deep sexy voice, melting, feeling like I was going to burst out of my clothes. Still I knew I couldn't approach him. I didn't know why as I never came across this fear before.

A couple of months later I found out Damian was leaving this job to start another one. My heart sank. He was still dating this woman at work and I couldn't bring myself to come completely out and tell him how I felt, although some how I knew he did. He knew he was drawing me closer but still kept a certain amount of distance, but his eyes were telling me different, embedding into my soul.

Our co workers gave him a going away party. We all sat at a long table sitting almost across from him, but the woman that had her hooks into him was sitting right beside him, so it was almost impossible to talk to him. Oh how I wanted to get him alone, knowing he lived by himself. I wanted nothing more then to go home with him that night. I would dance, catching his eye. I wanted so much to gesture him my way as he would walk past, stopping, looking at me. I would look away from him, not letting him see him watching me. Iclosed my eyes, feeling him behind me but not touching me. I started to feel myself float, feeling his teeth on my neck, feeling an animal hunger stirring inside him. As I opened my eyes again, I realized he had not moved.

Throughout the night, I felt this was my last chance, I needed to send him a hint and and not let his girlfriend know it was me. I went up to the bar and ordered a shooter. The shooter was an "orgasm". When it came to the table, no one knew who it was from.

I saw him starting to scan the room to see who might have sent it and as he looked into my eyes, he knew it was me. He let out a grin as his eyes pierced into mine, making me melt.

As I watched him get up to leave I saw he wasn't leaving alone. She wouldn't leave his side for a minute. He knew I saw him watching me, he knew the time was getting near. I went home alone that night, something I never did before.

PART 9 MEETING MY MATCH (ADULT CONTENT)

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