MY SEXUAL JOURNEY INTO ADULT HOOD PART 4

dedicated to the souls who who protected me







I came from a life of constant sex, always wanting it, always getting it. I was very wild in my ways during my teenage years once I discovered it, then never letting up on it. No man could keep me tame and many would try. Many would see the loving side of me with such erotic passion, but knew that it was uncontrolable. The men who succeeded for short times could not trust my sexual needs as they could see, sex was my passion and my power.

I was shy, yet friendly, sweet, but scary, innocent yet wild. Men or women never had a reason to dislike me unless I gave them one and even then I would never gain many enemies. I was easygoing and fun to be around but never wanting to be the centre of attention, wanting more to stay in the shawdows, more discreet. They loved the innocense of my face and smile, coy but seductive. Someone you would bring home to your parents but afraid to have your friends alone with.

I loved dancing and learned the many ways of seduction through dance. When I would go to clubs I would often go with a group of male friends. They would always love to watch everything I did, they would also protect me if need be.

I couldn't help my sexual desires seeing strangers looking at me with lust . I would watch them looking at me, wanting me, as I would walk up to the bar alone, not knowing what my eyes were really saying. I would talk to many, but I wondered around, many times keeping to myself. I was searching for someone with that certain look in his eye, an unexplainable look, and when I thought I found it I would starting flirting only with my eyes and my body, never saying a word. Watching until the sexual tension between us was overwhelming, ignoring any other eyes I may have seen during the night. They would watch me dance , knowing the moves I make are screaming for so much more.

As I kept hold of our eye contact and I could see them looking at my lips, with a coy smile I would whisper in the ear to a friend who enjoyed watching me. Gesturing a movement towards the crowd I would slowly start walking, as I would keep glancing, looking in an innocent playful way.

As I would lean seductively against a rail, watching from the corner of my eye I would see him approaching me from behind . Still not sure of my intentions, he would whisper in my ear, I was his fantasy and how much he has been craving me all night. They never realized how much of a fantasy I could be.

As I turned my head slightly giving him a smile, I would slowly start rubbing myself against him to the beat of the music, feeling the lust they had. I could feel their hands slowly starting to caress my thighs, hearing thier soft moans as they slid their hands higher up my skirt. At that moment they realized what I was suggesting to do. They felt shock and excitement, but couldn't resist the temptation. I would read their mind and body, moving my body to the rythme of the music, slowly drawing them closer and closer to orgasm. Teasing them until I was ready to climax, then clutching down and making them explode before they even knew what happened.

As I would turn around they would stare at me and told me they only thought that happened in dreams. I would give them a smile and walk away, Sometimes never to see them again. They would want to know who I was and my number but I would again, only smile, knowing I still hadn't found the eyes I was looking for.

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